Love's Dark Abyss

I make no apologies for the woman I am.
Though too passive, I've let things cram.
I've done you no harm, not even a little lust.
To allow you to think I betrayed your trust.
But you relentlessly remind me of what you're missing out,
And all those admiring you about.
I keep wondering if you will go back,
To the things I obviously lack.
How did I end up in this state?
Wish I could change it before it's too late.
You let me wander into thinking I'm not enough.
You think you're the only one who has it rough?!
When I was drowning, I didn't know you were the anchor.
I knew how to swim, but I let you pull me under.
But I couldn't help it though,
Because I wasn't strong enough to let go.