(Navy) Blue

Missing you is hard for me.
My heart is breaking you see.
I wonder how you do,
But I cannot ask you.
I might be the last thing on your mind,
But could you be so kind?
Find a way to let me know you're fine.
I just hope nothing between us has changed,
For to you, my soul is engaged.
Let me know you still feel the same.
Else I cannot bear the pain.
Release me from this torture.
I need to stop thinking the worst.
Tell me that you want me for the rest of your life.
Won't you ask me to be your wife?

Untitled

After all your experiences, you still don't know what you want.
Did you really give love a chance?
I've always known what I wanted and I've searched for it.
After seeking a bit, I wanted to quit.
And I needed only to have tried a few,
But I thought that I've found it within you.

Distant

Insulted, disrespected, neglected.
That's the cry of the heart afflicted.
With your dismissive tone,
You shove me aside like a chewed bone.
So selfishly, you can turn off your feelings along with your phone,
I see, your cares lie with you alone.
Though afflicted, I am just fine.
Carry on for you aren't mine.
You need your space so please, be free.
You aren't my property;
You obviously don't belong to me.
Saving face is what you love to do,
But don't forget that I am hurting too.

Love's Dark Abyss

I make no apologies for the woman I am.
Though too passive, I've let things cram.
I've done you no harm, not even a little lust.
To allow you to think I betrayed your trust.
But you relentlessly remind me of what you're missing out,
And all those admiring you about.
I keep wondering if you will go back,
To the things I obviously lack.
How did I end up in this state?
Wish I could change it before it's too late.
You let me wander into thinking I'm not enough.
You think you're the only one who has it rough?!
When I was drowning, I didn't know you were the anchor.
I knew how to swim, but I let you pull me under.
But I couldn't help it though,
Because I wasn't strong enough to let go.