Catch Me

Could it be that this shouldn't be?
Or maybe we should wait and see?
Those scenarios keep replaying in my head.
All that was done and all that was said.
The feeling of desperation is all I have.
Desperate for a helping hand.
I cannot face this on my own.
Go ahead and throw me a bone.
It seems what was is somehow gone.
In hindsight, I should have known.
I fell for you, but you weren't there to catch me.
Maybe the past still lingers. Maybe.
I keep falling and I think I'm near the bottom.
I can't help but to think maybe I'm the problem.

La Blessure

You need to open your eyes.
What you don't seem to realise,
I am precious. I am a prize.
Do you care what my reaction would be
When your activities I see?
Those girls you follow,
How could you be so shallow?
The pictures you like,
Man take a hike!
I sometimes wonder what it is that you seek,
When lurking on those pages you peek.
It hurts that you make me compare
Others to how I appear.
What is it that you want from me?
Why do you make me feel like that, I could never be?
Tell me if there's something I lack.
Tell me if you want to go back.
How do you feel making me cry?
I shan't stand by,
And let you make me feel like I'm not enough.
I'll be fine. I am tough.
It sometimes feels like I am all alone.
'Cause you are often absent and I wonder where you've gone.
What is it that has your attention?
Give me a sign. Give me a mention.
I hate that I have often competed
With your past and present, which leave me defeated.
I don't know when to approach you.
How about you give me a clue?
You have no idea how much you mean to me.
That, I wish you could also see.
Open your ears and listen carefully.
I only hope I mean half as much to you as you mean to me.